so drama man!! 東海 is really a wonderful n cheerful kid..

sometimes i really wonder,

being good to others,

will others be good to me?

sometimes i really wonder,

doing the extra miles and sparing thoughts for others,

will harm be enveloping me?

sometimes i really wonder,

if my <3 is strong & im selfish,

will others be fine over that?

sometimes i really wonder,

reminding others to get work quickly done,

should i get the blame for being disturbing?

sometimes i really wonder,

am i making e wrong decision for myself

just because of my FRIENDS?!

im sick and tired.......

i feel like being a selfish person....

i feel like doing all ALONE & keep under sleeves...

i feel like i cant be bothered on others...

i know im ruthless bt nobody is caring abt me...

a day with just one SMS.

so pathetic.

tis is my LIFE.

FML.

城市里 小星星
稀疏的 亮晶晶
太多光 吃掉它們的身影
就像我 愛上你
隱沒在 燈海里
你眼中 只看繁華的夜景
我的愛藏在你的 背影里
想要笑著堅定的恒心
天黑的時候 我遠遠陪著你
再小的閃爍 也努力放光明
當有天我在夜空里面
偶爾被發現 希望我眨眼
能感動你視線 想把小星星
排成愛的突襲 為你的天空 點綴一些惊奇
即使像流星一閃而過 寂寞也情愿
不求你看見 只想為你發光 永遠

雨天里 小星星
孤單的 濕淋淋
你躲在 有人陪伴的傘底
就像我 總被你
遺忘在 晴空里
月光下 才有机會想念你
我的愛藏在你的 背影里
像渺小卻堅定的 恒星

天黑的時候 我遠遠陪著你
再小的閃爍 也努力放光明
當有天我在夜空里面
偶爾被發現 希望我眨眼
能感動你視線 想把小星星
排成愛的突襲 為你的天空 點綴一些惊奇
即使像流星一閃而過 寂寞也情愿
不求你看見 只想為你發光 永遠

天黑的時候 我遠遠陪著你
再小的閃爍 也努力放光明
當有天我在夜空里面
偶爾被發現 希望我眨眼
能感動你視線 想把小星星
排成愛的突襲 為你的天空 點綴一些惊奇
即使像流星一閃而過 寂寞也情愿
不求你看見 只想為你發光 永遠

她的MR.RIGHT也未免太體貼太誠意太好了吧？！O.O

if i were her,i surely <3 him to core..

all i can say its SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTT !!

丑小鴨還是會找到白馬王子低！

她都可以   我相信我也可以！（充滿希望）

但   我要像她這樣   會打扮又有頭腦.

看之前    請準備TISSUE PAPER喔 XD

因爲我看了之後   哭得稀里嘩啦..

how i wish i can be like her.. so FORTUNATE,so BLESSED,so LOVED !! :X

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=1&p=8&v=268

雖然入門票很昂貴  但我始終去了

因爲難得第一次辦這活動耶！

更何況  我對可愛的東西也無法自拔   哈~

第一次去  就已經知道拍照是禁止低

所以  就只看沒拍什麽

遊戲的時間很短  也超簡單。簡直是給三嵗兒童他們玩低  哈~

但  我真的玩得很愉快~仿佛回到了童年。哈哈哈哈哈哈

我的戰利品~~~~

買了衣服還有硬幣袋~~~花了很多錢   還要加稅 :X

我還得到了徽章   因爲我在短短的時間内完成任務啦！

讓我超氣的是...

我的同學去了KITTY LAB 之後    可以跟裏頭的塑像跟裝飾拍照

哇靠`氣死我了！！

結果呢   我就去投訴啦~~~~~~~~~哈！

不管了   入門票那麽貴   不投訴的話   簡直是浪費我的錢 :)

跟老闆娘計較了20多分鐘！=。=    她還是堅持她的原則...

我就是死硬要她讓我進去拍   哈~

她投降了！！！

我就有一對免費票進去啦！嘿~~~~~

開始拍拍拍拍...

我發現到其他人也在拍   哈哈哈哈哈~

可憐的工作人員一直很客氣地說 "請收你的照相機"~~~~

但   沒人理會他們。

我真的覺得其實是顧客的任性才搞成這樣..

因爲傳言才起了誤會。

算了   一堆工作人員是無法控制一票人低！哈~

照片照片↓

我比較喜歡這以上的照片..我拍得真美   哈~  *自誇*

這讓我想起GUCCI ~~~~~~~ XD

好啦   更多照片可以去相簿看喔！

明天還有最後一張COMMON TEST卷...

考完了之後就是我的HOLIDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH !!! =D

期待我的25/12 ~~~~~與好久不見的囯中同學們

True respect for another comes from self respect.

True love for another comes from self love.

True forgiveness for another comes from self forgiveness."

Using simple words like these,it spurs me to have a deeper thinking.

Sounds profound ! :)

I think that way too!

Respecting others is equivalent to respecting yourself!

If you dont love others,you dont love yourself too!

true enough?

im seriously blessed n loved from others' wishes to me.

becoming a better person indeed changes one's lifestyle.

felt really nervous before i presented.

i know i have been doing presentation for the past 2 yrs of my poly life,

i still couldn't be confident on what i shuld.

friends like Joanna,Jolene and Peiling had given me encouragements.

thanks Thanks THANKS!!

u guys' encouragements didnt go to waste!

these are the comments that i have from teacher.

surprisingly, i dont feel really nervous when presented.

when on earth did i have this confidence? LOLs..

such an unique day today~~~~HAHAHAs.

this is my 1st time getting compliment on CS module!!

i swear i have not received such a wonderful remarks before.

my CS is real BAD !!

every comment is really important to me.

therefore,i shall keep this sheet of paper to keep myself HAPPY!! hees.

seriously speaking, there's really a GREAT difference for those who had prepared and those who are unprepared.

for this presentation, i've been putting alot of efforts.

submitting my work earlier to my leader..writing the script beforehand..

kept on saying my speech over and over again......

hard work really paid off!! :D

thanks to their encouragements,my confidence has increased tremenduously!

thanks to myself for preparing the presentation! HAHAHAHAs.

ok! today is a able day!! <3

watched "This Is It" with Jolene.

its great to be a student.

went to cathay cineplex and purchase $6 only!! hees.

although the quality of the movie was low,

we can actually see how hardworking MJ is for his comeback concert!!

he asked for perfection w/o slightest mistake.

his creative juice that enhances the overall of the concert..

his participation in the concert,be it in the video-making etc,

shows his greatest seriousness in this concert.

even though he is alrdy 50 yrs old,

he still performed on his greatest strength.

its really good for him to dance so well,given at his age.

this guitarist is really AMAZING ~~

she can play so marvellously!!

THUMBS UP FOR HER !! ^.^b

her dressings portrays how COOL she is..

I really like that scary part. they did so well !! :)

& he shaked his hands till i really laughed out loud. HAHAHAs.

ok! im so mean~~

Somehow,i like some of his songs after watching this movie..

Human Nature:

Man in the mirror:

I cant just stop loving you :

Earth Song:

this is such an emotional song!! =(((((((((((

i <3 this song!! has a GREAT climax in it !!

HAHAHAHAs.

gonna give a short & sweet message.

ended my hol work at ICA.

like what i said,the colleagues are motherly and friendly.

really had a great experience over there.

i nw then realise hw complicated or 棘手 to process the application for SVP,LVP,PR or Citizenship.

no wonder 牛說很麻煩~很多手續~

確實！哈哈哈哈哈 :D

well,these are e policies given.

when the customers dont like the policies/attitude from the other officers,

they will directly come to us & complain. =.=

so,its like we are getting blames on behalf of those who amended the policy. hurhur.

sounds pathetic,right? tats what Customer Service asst is for.

they are getting high-tech now.

everything can be done online.

while those govt companies are adapting to the change,i have to. this is LIFE.

if i still lay back,im gonna be behind of everyone else.

i managed to touch e E-LOBBY. woHoO~ though im not allowed to. :P

felt so envy for those who are working over there.

dun need to talk much & just help the customers to do the processing. :X

& they can happily drink bubble tea w/o any of their supervisors around..

sounds relaxing,right? how i wish i can be over there.

well,no vacancy!!

the colleagues told me to come back to work but im still thinking.

however,the pay isnt HIGH.

let me tell u guys. if u all think govt jobs' pay is v.HIGH,then u r WRONG!!

im yet getting a diploma cert,so i can only get $5.95/hr,based on my 'O' level cert.

ohya.

guess wad? i have been wearing daddy's long jeans when i went for work.

HAHAHAHAHAs. :D

cos i seldom buy long jeans and i cldnt wear my previously-bought jeans.

DONT LAUGH ah !! its true. im getting fatter & fatter till i cant wear my own jeans anymore.

can u imagine? my daddy's long jeans fit me well !! :)

i like baggy jeans.so comforting.

tats them(still have some):

191009 - 1st day of school.

my timetable timing is real SUX !!

most are afternoon lessons & i dont really like tat.

cos hv to rot at home till i can go to school. =______=

im miserably alone in class. i've no friends in there.

most of them are in another class.

well,i have requested for a change in class.

seriously,i cant survive thruout the 17wks with the class that I'm in now.

its like a HELL LOT to me!! >______<

anw,i changed my hair color and my FYP teacher was real shocked.

he still picked on me man!! hurhur. =.=

TG~ i have companions for my lunch break.

if i hv the chance to change the class,i might not be able to meet them.

went to apply for weekend promoters.

ytd was my 1st day of work. had to bring a luggage of can drinks + other stuffs to a supermarket.

felt so tiring man!! >.<

furthermore,i had to work INDEPENDENTLY!!

can u believe it? im working ALONE at the outside of the supermarket.

我真的不曉得我幾時有那個骨氣讓自己一個人推銷飲料.

i think its the wonders of $$$. $8/hr.

sounds gd for u? NAH~ 一份耕耘  一份收穫.

every cent counts.

gonna work again. yup,im ALONE again!!

for e sake of $$$,i shall endure~~~~~~~~~~

not gonna bring tat XXXXXX luggage. its heavy for me!! =.=

the supermarket staffs are friendly too!!

HAHAHAHAs. :D

ok.hope i hv an enjoyable day today!!

GOGOGO~~

i knw my blog is hving spider web now!! HAHAHAHAs.

well,i dont hv the passion to blog anymore...

whatever i wanna say,its all in my PLURK !!

alright?

well,after a mth of slacking at hme,

i FINALLY got a job - Customer Service Assistant.

1st time trying & i felt its no harm trying. :)

so,i took this position & gained another job experience.

my colleagues are heart-warming,friendly and motherly!!

for my 1st day of job, i really had someone to talk to.

as if my 1st day was like other working days!! HAHAHAHAHAHs. :D

went to the counter & learnt how the 2 colleagues responded the customers' qnses.

i shuld feel proud for myself cos' jus within 3 days, i knw e basic well. :)

initially,i thought being a CS assistant is an easy and suitable job for me!!

my thinking was totally WRONG !! none of the job is easy... ...

i realised tat there were many profound qnses tat im hardly able to reply!!

jus recent sat,i gt scolded from a customer. he scolded jus right infront of me.

his attitude & tone was v.fierce. he disgraced me.

the passer-bys & secruity guards looked at me. i felt so embarrassing.

this is my 1st time being reprimanded in the public!! oh gosh.. >.<

i suddenly felt that Customer Service was totally nt a suitable job for me!!

i even told myself tat this line will be my 1st & the last one.

came to think abt it,i felt tat i shuldnt think tis way. its jus part of my obstacles.

every job has its obstacles. i shuldnt give up so easily jus becos of that.

i shuld b inspired by my colleagues who are working in Customer Service for more than 10 years.

i respect their perserverance & passion...

back to e subject.

my colleague also saw the happening.she concerned me until i wanna cry.

my expression had immediate change. she felt tat something amiss on me.

she concerned me by saying,"its ok! last time gt a customer crashed my paper & threw onto my face!!".

my heart lightened after hearing what she said.

i knw im weak in accepting complaints. well,tats my personality.

i try to be strong & brave bt i really cant.

its hard to earn $$$. definitely.

i dont like to slack at home & i dont like to work more.

$$$ is impt to me. im seriously yearning for $$$ EVERYDAY!!!

daddy n mummy arent gg to fork out a single cent for my overseas trip,esp taiwan!!

im trying to curb e $$ tat i can & spend all on the trip to seeing him.

others will think im foolish.

gg to tw for three times,yet still want to go. & i shuld hv spend all those $$ on branded stuffs.

well,he is always my 1st priority!!

i can dont buy the branded stuffs..i jus want the moments that i can have with him.

sounds stupid,isnt it?

well, that's current of ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

soon,im gg to quit this job & continue my study!!

ohwell. e timetable has OUT !! im gonna see my FYP teacher again & again...

看了就覺得好感動也覺得她們好勇敢.

THUMBS UP TO THEM FOR THEIR PERFORMANCE!!

雖然Flash Mob已不是新鮮事  但還是感動了大家~~

我真的希望JAY and other JYPE people 會被這影片給感動.

生平第一次看這類似的影片   尤其是對於我喜歡的團體的事。

這招很COOL~~~~

我覺得現在的粉絲們比較活躍..以前的也是啦

只是現代的更踴躍.. :)

妳敢相信嗎？ 她們安排的project..我也有參與喔！哈哈哈哈~

不是自拍影片或之類的..

我在那可低調呢  哈哈哈哈哈 :D

我現在期待下一個企劃.. :)

也期待這組的PART 2..真好奇到底會是什麽   呵呵！

我每天必看的影片

不看的話    我會不自在   哈哈哈哈 :D

2AM JO KWON 真的很女人~~~~~~~~~~~

他是我愛看這影片的原因。

He attracted me. xD

"SHI SO LA~~~~~~SHI SO LA!!"    哈哈哈哈。

我每天會唱的一句~~

so the leader,jaebeom has officially quitted 2PM !!

F*******************KKK!!

真的是要逼死人家去退出才甘願  是嗎？

現在已經成全了你們   滿意了吧？

those who were involved in e petitions are damn heartless.

i already dont wish Jaebeom to be out of this boyband.

im used to seeing him in the tv show liao. :(

i believe regina is gonna cry liao. haiz... ...

heartless..damn heartless..

4yrs of his training and effort and time have wasted !!

everything has ruined on him.

thks to those negative feedbacks..u guys did a "gd job"~~~~~

i hate this feeling. its real sucks. :(

ya.so im partially right about his feelings. :)

4yrs can change a person's mindset.

will u rem what u did in 4yrs ago?

will u rem on which day,which date,which time,what were u doing?

he doesnt knw hw to sing korea national anthem. i think its ok.

he had been in States for so many years.

will u think he will adapt to the culture in korea? NO right?

i think e netizens shuld put themselves into Jaebeom's shoe.

try themselves to be in States for many years & then come back to Korea again and stay for many months.

will u think they will still adapt to e life in Korea?

haiz. *sigh

heard tat there's a petition gg on to remove Jaebeom? :X

w/o leader,how 2PM is gonna continue?

ok.somehow i dont uds what jaebeom is talking.

it seems to me like a RAP man. 哈~

everyone does mistake,isnt it?

these comments had been left for couple of years.

is nt like the comments from ytd or watsoever.

y others love to dig out his past? =.=

i think he is just giving casual remarks.

somemore he hadnt 出道 wah.

as in when u r not officially into showbiz,

u dont need to care about the fans etc cos the fans dont know you wah.

so,i assume he wasnt aware tat fans/readers <3 to search for his last-time thingys.

y koreans hv to be so agitated?

from his comments, he is nt exaggerating or saying more hurtful words.

just saying the surface can lead to anger. ohwell. =.=

holding a petition was really v.ridiculous.

though he didnt show a good example as a leader, the ppl dont need to resort to doing this wah.

within these 4yrs, i assume he has grown up & have leadership & more mature enough.

i dont uds y cant e koreans care on his personality,rather than e comments?

they should have thought on other view.

4yrs back,jaebum is just like 18yrs old.

18yrs old kid surely has some immature mind/thinking.

if i were him,i will have some immature thinking wah. i believe everyone has.

as an 18yrs old kid,he/she wont get to expose to many things.

he/she doesnt knw what to be beware of etc.

somemore,he isnt an adult.

ask urself,when u were 18yrs old,were u be matured?

were u be mindful on wat u said?

myspace is a blog. its like a diary.

its an area for u to pour out ur feelings or wadsoever.

to me,i think its fine for the author to say whatever he/she likes

cos tis blog is rightfully belongs to him/her & he/she has the right to say.

isnt it?

fame still matters.

when u get popular,everyone has their attention on you.

people tend to dig out any evidence to exaggerate the news,trying to make things worse.

such a miserable life. >.<

how scary & dangerous an internet is.

well,i just hope this matter can be solved.

hope the netizens can forgive on his wrongdoings.

learn to forgive and forget. tats e strong phrase! :D

JYP's msg really touches my heart.

Hope this case doesnt tarnish one's future,dream and goal. :/

Its nt worth it at all if everything will be ruined on Jaebeom.

JYP in regards to removing Jaebeom from the group:
"Although, we feel very guilty and sorry for all the people who have been disappointed by Park Jaebeom's past mistakes, I will not be taking him out of the group. Many people have been suggesting ideas of banning Park Jaebeom out of 2PM, but that will never happen. We believe that he has done something wrong, but as a whole, we do not think it is enough to be taking his dreams and goals away from him. This was not a decision made by only the JYPE staff, but it was something all of the fellow 2PM members have agreed to."

2PM 真的很可愛 :)

過後  就幫MUMMY 染髮

我第一次幫人家染頭髮  有點壓力  因爲怕效果不好  嘿~ :)

幸好效果很OK啦~~~~~~

晚上看了曹格的『私房說唱音樂會』   是現場直播喔！COOL~~~

我真的不知道可以通過網路看耶

等到我從外面回來了之後    我錯過了前段

他唱的歌還是那麽動聽~~~~我的心被融化了啦   呵呵 ^^

我喜歡曹格版的"I Believe I can fly"~~~~~

我覺得PIXNET的處理很COOOOOOL~

影片根本沒卡

On a happier note,

我很開心~哈！

如果你們懂我的     就會知道我的意思啦！

這個約會打從幾個星期前就決定了   哈~

這個idea 嘛   是熙霖想低

本人覺得很有意義   所以 meet 一下啦！ :)

最重要是  "牛奶"有參與到就是了~~~~~~~~~

我們去了富有意義的地方啦

那就是   發起人肉骨茶舘    喔！

拍朋友的自然照   我最行~~~~~~`哈哈哈哈哈

有沒有看到牛奶啊？！

pig trotters 好少啊~~~~~~~~~ >.<

抱歉阿   我吃最大塊低   哈哈哈

那個有皮的（不知道叫什麽） 還是很難吃 :(

我比較喜歡吃鹹菜~~~

一個人$15   其實挺不便宜

但  沒辦法   有名的地方難免食物會貴嘛 :)

接著就搭巴士去vivocity 看 The Proposal 啦~

在路途中   說了好多好多   尤其是ENERGY..

我發現到我還沒跟熙霖說完整的故事耶 =。=

因爲欣麗一直打岔~真是低  哈哈哈哈哈

這部電影還蠻好看的

故事内容沒那麽精彩   只是笑點很多

我一直狂笑   笑到我的肚子好痛好痛~~~~哈哈哈哈哈

尤其是那位鋼管男   wow wow wow @@

lmao~~~ :P

我一定要說

GV VIVO 的廣告未免播得太多吧？ =。=

長達20分鐘的廣告   我跟熙霖看了都開始疲倦  *yawn

話説  看這部電影之後   我覺得SITKA的風景挺美低

但是  地方好遠喔~~~~~~~ =X

還有LV包包掉進水裏  哇~我看了都覺得好心疼

那位男主角挺帥低~呵呵 :)

尤其是他的BODY BODY !! WOW.

而是韓國低..就是 2PM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

一群很搞笑以及活潑的男孩們

妳們猜我喜歡哪兩位？

我覺得"Again & Again"很好聽~~~

我已經聼了幾百次了   哈哈哈哈哈

還是不膩喔 :)

我也看了他們的MV   也真的不膩

哈~請被他們的舞蹈給迷住吧！看看後面的   更美

就這樣啦！ :)

S: Sheny
A: Annie
T: Tenzin
Y: Lee
L: Lina

S: Only you, will be mine for eternity
Ill love you till the end in serenity
Its only you my baby its only you

A: Ill hold your hand when youre holding mine
In the dark under the moonlight
Ill be your girl until the end of time Ill never let this chapter close
Oh I wont let go cause youre the reason the reading goes on

T: When the darkness hits the sunlight
Ill serenade until theres blue sky
Ill do everything to make you smile Ill always be there for us
Theres no limitation for this relationship to go on and on

S: Only you, will be mine for eternity
Ill love you till the end in serenity
Its only you my baby its only you

T: Only you, will be on my mind everyday
Ill serve you in whatever way
Its only you my baby its only you

Y: Listen,
A: Those beautiful brown eyes
Melts my heart, I cant deny
Even when youre gone for sec, I cant imagine without you
Ill miss you baby, believe me when I say I love you too

T: Every time when we touch skin
Feels like when we shared our first kiss
Our bodys convert into one Ill never let it feel any pain
Because of you Ill always fill it with happiness

S: Only you, will be mine for eternity
Ill love you till the end in serenity
Its only you my baby its only you
Baby

A: Only you, will be on my mind everyday
Ill serve you in whatever way
Its only you my baby its only you
Baby

Y: Yo
L: In this world, its only you
You gave me light I wont let it die
Y: Every time when we lock eyes
L: Dreams come true when Im with you
Every minute that goes by
B: this episode
Y: of my life
Is nothing with sadness
cause youll be there, to clear the air.
Y: I wont let it rain, B: no sorrow that might come with it.

S: Only you, will be mine for eternity (P: for eternity)
Ill love you till the end in serenity
Its only you my baby its only you

A: Only you, will be on my mind everyday
Ill serve you in whatever way
Its only you my baby its only you
Yeah

A: In the end
Nothing matters
Its only you

T: Its only you
Only you
Only you

這是英文版的 2PM - "ONLY YOU"~~~

我覺得英文版的也不錯 :)

AsianCovers 是一群女子對亞洲的音樂有熱衷

她們把有些韓國音樂化成英文的。英文詞是她們自編喔 :)

很厲害吧？ 本人目前喜歡這首啦

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